Just this side of normal…

Well. I can breathe and there is no longer a fear of imminent death or otherwise dramatic conclusion, so I guess I am doing better. Still a bit coughy and sinusy but I feel more like it’s clearing out. If there was any more visible sign that I feel better, it’s that my mind has been allowing me to think about writing again. I’m still cloudy and there are pieces and snips, but at least they’re there.

I don’t think I am doing NaNo this year, mostly because I don’t have a viable idea and because I don’t really need the pressure. I did sign up for our annual holiday challenge at the fan fiction archive so I know I will write at least one more story this year. I have another that I am trying to piece together in my mind but it’s not really cooperating. I’m not in a hurry so I’m taking my time.

I don’t know if it’s just me being sick but I haven’t really kept up on my writing twitter and blog feeds. It seems there is so much advice and information that I don’t know what to follow or what to disregard, what to incorporate and what to leave alone. I am easily overwhelmed and with NaNoWriMo approaching, there’s just. so. much. out there! I see so many tips, hints, guidelines, 136 Do’s and 4,593 don’ts, and here’s 13 books you need to read RIGHT NOW to be a good writer… UNPH. I think all this ‘advice’ is killing my mojo. I’m so worried about being a bad writer and writing a bad story that I can’t write.

That’s my update for this Writing Wednesday… we get our matches for Secret Santa next week so hopefully by next Wednesday, I will have more of an idea of what I’m writing. Should be fun!

OH! I also got John Grisham’s new book The Litigators yesterday! YAYYYYYYYY. I love me some Grisham, and I’ve already started reading so by #FridayReads time I’ll have a new entry and hopefully by #JustRead Monday,  I will have finished it (because I plan to do nothing but sleep and read this weekend)!

 Is anyone out there ? How YOU doin’? 

DIYMFA Saturday Prompt

Today we did a prompt based on a photo. We were to pick one and answer a few questions and then write a 500 word scene. I wrote it, but it didn’t go so well for me. I had a hard time coming up with a story line, and then once I did, and wrote it, and edited it, it evolved into something I didn’t intend to write, at first.

As to of this sparked a longer story… nope. It was all I could do to get these words out. I don’t particularly have a connection with the person in the photo that I chose. It was difficult to determine, story wise, what he was doing and why. At first I wanted him to be a bit of a peeping Tom but as I started editing, the story started changing, and now he’s seen something disturbing.

Here is the photo:

And here is my submission:

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The Sunday Snippet: Trapped By Everything He Is

Haven’t done this for a few weeks, so here’s a snip!

 

This is from All I Wanna Do, a novel length serial about the ultimate fan girl fantasy– meeting, dating, and falling in love with a member of the band… except that it’s not as glamorous as one might imagine.  In this scene, my lovebirds have had their biggest blowout yet and Serena has temporarily moved out, expecting JC to come after her. But he doesn’t and now she’s stuck. This conversation is between her and his brother:

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DIYMFA: Learning From The Masters- Reading List

This week’s prompt is more of a list. Actually, it is exactly a list, a reading list of books from several categories:

Competitive- My WIP’s closest competition

Informative- Research books and those that match my WIP in subject but not exactly genre

Contemporary- This list will likely flux the most. It is basically what sits at the top of my TBR Pile- new and exciting books in my genre that I can’t wait to read.

The Classics – Self explanatory. I find I’ve read more of these than I thought I had. I picked a few I’d like to read but I’m sure this list will change as well.

I’ve attached my list here:  Reading list DIYMFA

DIYMFA: Books on Writing, in which I confess…

A brief note before I post: Day three of the 30 Day Writing challenge is up on my Tumblr! If you’re participating by blog or Tumblr please let me know so I can follow!

So, today we are discussing building a library on the craft of writing. And I have a confession to make: I buy writing books all the time but don’t read them. I have several books of writing exercises but don’t really make use of them. It hasn’t been a medium that has been effective for me… it’s that feeling of flipping through a book and realizing it’s in a language you can’t read. In fact, I become overwhelmed and quite stressed out after reading them because I feel like I have no idea how to apply what I’ve just read to something I’m currently writing.  I am much more of a writing blog reader than I am a writing book reader, though I do have a couple of writing books I like:

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DIYMFA: 9/16 Weekend Writing Prompt

 

For those unfamiliar with DIYMFA, it is a website that allows writers to use tools, exercises and experiences to design their own advanced writing program. The do-it-yourself approach allows each of us to flourish in our own ways and dive as deeply as we want (or need) to go to improve our writing and knowledge of the craft.

It’s our first Weekend Writing Prompt! The Starting Point:

Reading:
1) Do you read regularly? If so, how many books per year, on average?

Yes, I am an avid, voracious reader. This year my goal is to read 50 books or more.

2) What are your Top 3 preferred subjects or genres?

I’m a fiction reader- within that I like literary fiction, women’s fiction, some erotic romance  and historical fiction (set in the US).  I read some non fiction but not much- it has to be for a specific purpose. Right now I am reading memoirs of people with schizophrenia as research for a story I am writing.

3) List the last 5 books/magazines you’ve read.

*consults my GoodReads account* – Swallow the Ocean (biography, non fiction), The SisterHood of Blackberry Corner (adult fiction, women’s fiction, black author),  Surrender the Heart (christian fiction, historical fiction), The Accident (fiction, thriller) , The Whispering Room (fiction, mystery, thriller)

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Writing Wednesdays: Inspiration

Well, it’s another Wednesday, the hump that represents mid-week. By this point in the week I like to be knee deep in my weekly goals and challenges to myself. I have been reading and writing like a fool, so good going so far.  I’m hitting a bit of a hurdle in my current story but I am making an effort to overcome it. I’m also doing a lot of reading for research on the topic of Schizophrenia. The stories are just… larger than life, you know?

I’ve also been keeping up on the blogs. The theme among the blogosphere lately seems to be inspiration. How do you get it? What sort of thing brings you the most inspiration? What person/place/thing/idea sends you flying to your writing corner and makes you bang on your WIP or scribble in your notebook? I like talking about things that inspire me, so I’ll list some of mine here.

GOOD WRITING

The number one, numero uno, primero point of inspiration for me is excellent writing. I love getting lost in another writer’s words, whether it be a published book or an online story or a great blog post. Writers who share their craft with others help me feel like I, TOO, CAN BE A WRITER!

LIFE

Life imitates art and art imitates life and it’s all such a never ending cycle.  When people I know talk about situations they’ve dealt with, some of those stories stick with me. I tuck them away in my mental list of plot points and twists that I might want to use later. A witty conversation overheard in the elevator, or the way someone says something might get written down or emailed to myself as soon as I get to my desk. I take pieces of people and places and things and jobs and attitudes and store it all away in my head where an ever-growing monster builds and eventually must claw its way out, onto paper. Or computer screen.

ART

Of course art, because you know… LIFE! I rarely get inspiration from paintings, but photos can spawn a nice 3,000 word story about a rain storm. Or 1500 words about peppermints or a chapter in which my characters discuss Degas and whether or not he was perverted.

Music is probably my biggest inspiration, ever. Lyrics are like art, drawing such emotional scenes. So many songs are like soap operas set to rythm. I’ve written so many stories based off of song lyrics. I love an amazing lyricist, how they twist words and meaning and in 3.5 minutes, tell what can be a heartbreaking story. I love siphoning that emotion, that mood, the meaning behind the words and turning it into something that takes the reader on a journey. I’m writing a story right now based off of Alanis Morrisette’s Hands Clean. Her lyrics are amazng.

 

Your turn… tell me what inspires you? What makes you sit down and write?

A different kind of writing: Join me for the Bert Show’s Big Thank You

I heard about this last year but didn’t participate. This year will be different.

 

Now is your chance to say thank you to our troops!  The Bert Show is collecting letters of thanks so every single soldier stationed or deployed outside the United States can receive a letter of gratitude on Thanksgiving Day.  We want to give our troops a “Big Thank You” with a little taste of home this Thanksgiving.

In 2007, Bert Show listeners successfully wrote 375,000 letters to troops all over the world!  This year, we need your help to express a BIG THANK YOU to 400,000+ U.S. soldiers.  With less than two months to mail these letters, we need you to start writing your letters now!

The Bert Show can only do this with your help.  Let’s pull together to make this project a success!  Get your class or school to write letters.  We want everyone in your church, civic group, sorority/fraternity, office, or neighborhood to write letters.  Give our troops that much deserved show of appreciation by writing a letter of thank you.

Thank you so much for giving our service men and women a little connection to home this Thanksgiving with The Bert Show’s Big Thank You.

Here are the specs you need to know when writing your letter:

LETTER FORMAT

  • Each letter should be heartfelt, handwritten, original, and free of any political statements.  The purpose of the letter is to express thanks to the military personnel currently deployed outside the United States.  We reserve the right to eliminate those messages that are political in nature and do not reflect a positive message in the spirit of Thanksgiving.  Those letters will be destroyed.
  • All letters must be on 8.5” x 11” paper or smaller.  Do not use glue, tape, staples, cardboard, glitter or otherwise attach anything to the paper.  Decorate using crayons, pencil, etc.  Use both sides if you like, but use one page per letter only.  Do not send cards or photographs.  Feel free to include your mailing and email address, and you may get a response.  Individual letters should not be sealed in envelopes
  • Do not send anything except letters.  We cannot accept donations of any kind, and they should not be included or attached to letters.

SUBMISSION GUIDELINES

  • Every individual letter is important, but for organizational purposes, please try to submit letters in bulk whenever possible.  Work with your school, church, civic group, sorority/fraternity, office, neighborhood, etc. and send all letters bundled as directed below.
  • For group submissions, letters should be bundled in groups of 50, 100, or 250 and held together with two rubber bands:  one wrapped lengthwise and the other width-wise.  This will help tremendously with sorting.  The top page in the bundle should indicate clearly how many letters are included.  Do not bundle letters unless they are in groups of 50, 100, or 250.  If you have a partial bundle of less than 50 letters, fasten them together with a paperclip.  The top page in the group should clearly indicate how many letters are included.  If you are submitting 10 or fewer letters, the letters can be folded to fit into a standard business-size envelope.

 

Mail your letters to:

The Bert Show’s Big Thank You

780 Johnson Ferry Road NE

5th Floor

Atlanta, GA 30342

I hope a few of my fellow writers will join me this year in providing a little cheer to our troops overseas! They deserve it and it will be one great big thing we do to support them!

Authors, writers, poets, bloggers: Will you join me in writing a letter and saying Thank You?

This. RIGHT HERE. THIS. ‘Don’t Flinch’

Sometimes (often, everyday, but still) I read something that speaks to me exactly where I am. Maybe I am struggling with feelings of self-doubt or just plain doubt and worry that I can do what I’ve set my mind to do.

I’m having a rough day today and tomorrow is likely to be more of the same, but I feel very… encouraged and emboldened by this post from Jessica Corra today. I just started following her (I stalk your blogroll and twitter links people… you should just know that… ). I like everything she has to say but today, especially her words today are speaking to me. Read the entire post but this part? This part right here? YES.

You only have one life. Don’t flinch from it. Don’t be afraid to live the life you want – need – can have. It’s not easy – nothing worthwhile is. The fight to get there will make the arrival that much more meaningful.  

 

Just do. It you fuck it up, do it over.  Turn your life upside down. On purpose. I can’t even begin to pontificate on what that means to me or what I am going to do with it, but it definitely hit me where I’m living right now.

Don’t flinch. Just do it.